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Single Parenting While Married

What does single parenting look like?  Every person can define it differently. Some have great co-parenting. Some have no co-parenting and make it look easy. Some struggle. Some are married and it is still single parenting. It is tough any way you define it. My struggle. Single parenting while married. I need to discuss this openly. I cannot hold this in anymore and it is too hard to keep talking about out loud. When your husband is sick and dying you need to find ways to cope. When you are strong and independent and struggling to give a shit about anything in life. When you can keep a roof up and food available, but struggle with giving a shit. It is hard to put on a smile. You almost feel bi-polar. You say "yes I am fine." But are you really? Emotionally disconnecting is easy to say, but you still feel guilty for making the decisions you are. You go to visit. He tell you to leave. He hasn't been anything but a burden for months. But he was physically there. Al